I am now in Texas until Tuesday and to be honest it is going to be tough for me. This will be a challenging few days in San Antonio. My grandpa is 88 years old and in very poor health at the current time. He has lost some weight since I saw him in December and his mobility is non existent. My grandpa is always tired and has trouble breathing. For me it was hard to walk into the room and see him in his current state. However, the first thing my grandpa said to me, “Andrew, how is your love life?” That made me chuckle a bit considering my grandpa’s current state.
Death is a hard thing for me to deal with at the current time. I know my grandpa will not live much longer and that his condition may not get better. However, my grandpa is still living life to the fullest. I know this week will be very challenge and hard for me, but I know God has a plan through all of this. I just have to trust that He will watch over my grandpa and love him.
That is all for now because it is difficult to talk about. I know God is around me and teaching me so many things. However, that does not make this situation easy at all. I just hope and pray that He will continue to help me grow and trust Him in every situation. Death is tough to swallow and deal with, but He knows our hearts at all times.
